i know imma bad gf.:')

feel so bad..:(

stupid ar~
i hate this feeling..

really hate this feeling..

i think u already bored with me..

thats why, u have change..

i really hate u.. :(

but i love u..

u just dunno how much ilu..

 and i can't explain it to u..

who am i to u ??

ur girlfriend ?? stranger ?? or ...??

honestly,

i feel, im like nothing for ya.

but, i dunno la..

i dunno u will love me like i do or not..

please, i beg u,

dont play with ma heart..

its so hurt..

u cant feel what i feel..

if u can feel it.

u'll undertstand.,

i hate when ppl try to ignore me.

dont blame me..

if i choose to forget about ya.. :'(

but im still love ya..

and i just try to hold our relationship,,

but i know, it will be broke..

 i just need someone..

who really love me..not more..

 pabo~

i dunno what should i do now..

wanna die soon..