should i go ??
i hate all her, i hate all about u..
and i also hate my self...
i know, im so selfish..
and i cant be a stronger.like i say..
u hurt me..but i still forgive u..
and u hurt me again.. then u make me cry..
now, i will forget all about u..
please, dont talk with me for a long time..
dont post on my wall..
i'll be active on twitter not on fb ..
dont miss me..because i never miss u..:'(
and dont hurt somebody who u love..
u make me lazy to play fb now..
u also make me lazy to wrote on my blog..
do you know ??
imma still hurt..
and i think, its not easy to forgive u again..
imma so stupid to love someone like u..
because, when i fall in love to u..
u never fall in love to me..
i dont want see u again...
please, go away from me..
i'll try to ignore u..
im sorry..
i dont want get lots of hurt anymore.
u ever give me that hurt..
so, i dont want feel the same hurt.
D A M N
i feel so bad mood now..
wanna kill u..!!
how can i'm not angry..
i picked up my cousin, my 1st lil sis and my 2nd lil sis in they school..
they're studying in different schools.
first i picked up my cousin..
i wont found her at her school..
then, i go to picked up my 2nd lil sis in her school..
(u know its so far..and so hot in here)
but she also at class..i cant bring her..
i back to home..
to asked my mom, about my cousin..
she already at home or still at school..
but my mom said..
no one bring her at her school..
then,
i go to picked up my 2nd sis at her school..
after that,,i back to my cousin school again..
30minutes still didnt see her, ay her school..
and i get mad too much..!!
i back to home..
then tell my mom,
i didnt find her at her school..
and i told my mom to phoned her mom..
but no answer,,!! damn
my mom told me to go her home,.
to asked her mom..
and i go there,.
i asked her old sis.
"cindy already back to home or not ? "
she said "already.. (hehehe) no one tell u ? " i answer " no !!" *get my motorcycle..and go fast*
hahh..who wont angry when u have a same position like me ??
so DAMN Right ???
I was thinking bout her, thinkin bout me
Thinkin bout us, what we gon' be
Open my eyes yeah, it was only Just A Dream
So I travelled back, down that road
Will she come back, no one knows
I realize yeah, it was only Just A Dream
I was at the top and now its like I'm in the basement
Number one spot and now she find her a replacement
I swear now I can't take it, knowing somebody's got my baby
And now you ain't around baby I can't think
I should've put it down, should've got the ring
Cause I can still feel it in the air
See her pretty face run my fingers through her hair
My lover, my life, my shawty, my wife
She left me, I'm tied
Cause I knew that it just ain't right
I was thinking bout her, thinkin bout me
Thinkin bout us, what we gon' be
Open my eyes yeah, it was only Just A Dream
So I travelled back, down that road
Will she come back, no one knows
I realize yeah, it was only Just A Dream
When I be ridin' man I swear I see her face at every turn
Tryna get my Usher on but I can't let it Burn
And I just hopes she know that she the only one I yearn for
More and more I miss her, when will I learn
Didn't give her all my love, I guess now I got my payback
Now I'm in the club thinking all about my baby
Hey, she was so easy to love
But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough
I'm going through it everytime that I'm alone
And now I'm missing, wishing she'd pick up the phone
But she made the decision that she wanted to move on
Cause I was wrong
I was thinking bout her, thinkin bout me
Thinkin bout us, what we gon' be
Open my eyes yeah, it was only Just A Dream
So I travelled back, down that road
Will she come back, no one knows
I realize yeah, it was only Just A Dream
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
And now they're gone and you're wishing you could give them everything
Said if you ever loved somebody put your hands up
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
Now they're gone and you're wishing you could give them everything
[x2]
I was thinking bout her, thinkin bout me
Thinkin bout us, what we gon' be
Open my eyes yeah, it was only Just A Dream
So I travelled back, down that road
Will she come back, no one knows
I realize yeah, it was only Just A Dream
ahhh...
feel so hot and cant sleep now..
aishh~~
i need someone accompany me now..>< yoorr..><"
bored much..and my nose bleed again..=="
before..i go to take a bath at 11.33pm lo...hahaha..XD lol
freakinggggggg hot..-_-
hey u..:) i waiting for you to webcam..
but u're not online..
uff..so bad la..><
ahh...
i remember something..:3
who always look at my blog ?? :3
for reader..who had facebook account..:) can u help me ??
1. Lives are for living I live for you
Dreams are for dreaming I dream for you
Hearts are for beating mine beats for you
Angels are for keeping. Can I keep you?
2. You are like the sunshine so warm, you are like sugar, so sweet… you are like you… and that's the reason why I love you!
3. You must be a good runner because you are always running in my mind,
you must be a good thief because you have stolen my heart, and i am
always a bad shooter because I Miss You Always…
4. If I had a penny for everytime I thought of you, I'd still miss you,
but at least I would be rich enough to come and see you..!!
5. If I die and go to heaven, I'll put your name on a golden star. So that all the angels can see, how much you mean to me.
6. I miss you so, here around me, so many people, but yet so alone. I
miss your lips, your lovely smile, I miss you each day more and more!
7. Love is hard and will always be, but remember somebody loves you and that one is ME !
8. I wanted to send you all my love but the postman said it was too big !
9. If you live to be a hundred , I want to be a hundred minus one day , so I don't have to live a day without you.
10. There are a lot of birds wispering only about you, you should once listen to them, then you would know how much I love you.
11. When the night comes, look at the sky. If you see a falling star,
don't wonder why, just make a wish. Trust me, it will come true, 'cause I
did it and I found you!
12. I hope that you finally understand, that I will love you untill the
end, because your not just my girl, you are also my best friend!
13. Kiss me and you will see stars ….Love me and I will give them to you.
14. My love, words however special … could never even start, to tell you all the love I have for you within my heart!
15. The day that I'll die, when death replaces birth, I'll recognize angels' faces, 'cus I live with one on earth.
16. Loving you could take my life, but when I look into your eyes, I know you're worth that sacrafice!
17. If you were a tear I would never dare to cry. I might lose you!
18. If your heart was a prison, I would like to be sentenced for life.
19. If a big fat man creeps into your bedroom one night and stuffs you
into a bag, Then do not worry 'cause I told Santa I wanted you for
christmas!
20. If you are mad at me, you might just as well give me all my kisses back!
21. One day you will ask me: What is more important to you, me or your
life? I will say: my life… You will walk away from me without knowing
that YOU ARE MY LIFE!
22. I have seen angels in the sky, I have seen snowfall in july, I have
seen things u only imAgine to see, But I haven't seen anything sweeter
than you.
23. True love is hard to find. Special 1-1 of a kind. But the love inside of me is true. It appeared the day I met you!
24. I believe that God above created you for me to love. He picked you
out from all the rest cause He knew i'd love you the best!
25. If I died or went somewhere far, I'd write your name on every star
so everyone could look up and see you mean the world to me.
26. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
27. Who cares whether this is a poem or rhyme, I will love you until the end of time.
28. Last night I looked up at the stars and matched each one with a
reason why I love you I was doing great, but then I ran out of stars.
29. If you live for 100 more days, then I want to live for 100 more days minus one so that I'd never have to live without you.
30. They say you only fall in love once, it can't be true. Everytime I look at you, I fall in love all over again.
31. I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi or even smile at
me because I know, even if its just for a second, that I've crossed
your mind.
32. Loved you yesterday, love you still, always have, always will.
33. If there ever comes a day when we can't be together, just know that you are in my heart. You'll be in there forever!
34. Do you believe in love at first sight? Or should I walk by again?
35. You can fall from the sky, you can fall from a tree, but the best way to fall is in love with me.
36. If I had a rose for everytime I thought about you Id be walking in a garden forever.
37. I wrote your name in the sand but the waves washed it away. I wrote
your name on my hand but I washed it the next day. I wrote your name on a
paper but I accidentally threw it away. I wrote your name in my heart
and forever it will stay.
38. If I can only be with you in my dreams then I'll sleep for ever.
39. Sometimes the best things in life are worth waiting for. So wait for me, I'll be right back.
40. Why is it that I have to climb 1000 mountains to get to you and all you have to do is smile to get to me?
41. If I got a penny every time I thought of you I'd be a millionaire by tomorrow.
42. If you stood in front of a mirror and held up a dozen roses you would see the 13 most beautiful things in the world.
43. A day without you is like a day without light because you light up my life.
44. Is it true? Can it be? Are you the only one for me?
45. Tonight I ask the stars above. How I'll ever win your love. What do I do.What do I say. To turn your angel eyes my way?
46. The shortest word for me is "I"
The sweetest word for me is "love"
The only word for me is "you!"
47. The way you look into my eyes, It scares me
The way you say "I love you", It scares me
The way you know just what to say, It scares me
The ways you scare me, I love it
48. Good days come often, Bad days do too, But the best days only come when I'm with you.
49. You tripped me, so I fell for you.
50. I will love you until my heart stops beating.
51. If nothing lasts forever, will you be my nothing?
52. I wish I was your blanket, I wish I was your bed, I wish I was your
pillow underneath your head, I want to be around you, I want to hold you
tight, and be the lucky person who kisses you goodnight.
53. Each time I miss you a star falls from the sky, So if you look up at
the night sky and find it dark with no stars, its all your fault, you
made me miss you too much.
54. Words alone will never be able to express the depth of my love for you.
In case you didn't know, I'll be loving you always and forever!
55. Let these words not only touch your eyes, let them travel through
your soul, and let them rest in your heart as you rest in mine…I love
you.
56. Falling in love with you was the easiest thing I've done in my life.
57. Hand in hand and heart to heart my love for you shall never part.
58. Loving you makes my heart explode with happiness.
59. Rains fall, winds blow, the sun shines… it all comes naturally, just like loving you.
60. Bfseing with you is like having every single one of my wishes come true.
61. Loving you has been the best thing to ever happen to me!
62. Just had to let you know… you're the best! I love you!
63. You are the sun in my day, the wind in my sky, the waves in my ocean, and the beat in my heart.
64. I wish I was there to hold you tight instead of just send this loving, "Good Night."
65. Thank you for being the one who calms all my inner fears.
66. Just when I thought it couldn't get better, you prove me wrong! I love you!
67. I LOVE YOU 2-DAY
I LOVE YOU 2-MORROW
PUT IT TOGETHER
I LOVE YOU 4-EVER
68. How lucky I am to have known someone who was so hard to say goodbye to.
Love you dear.
69. I'm not the same since i met u, the days turned longer the nights
turned colder and u will always have a special place in my heart just
for you. I LOVE YOU
70. Without your LOVE, dayz are "Saddy, Moanday,Tearsday, Wasteday, Thirstday, Frightday, Shatterday".
71. Words however special… could never even start, to tell you all the love I have for you within my heart. xXx
72. I feel something in my heart, it's like a little flame, every time I
see you, this flame lights up, this flame is special for you, because I
LOVE YOU!….
73. It must have been a rainy day when you were born, but it wasn't
really rain, the sky was crying because it lost its most beautifull
angel…!
74. Sometimes words are hard to find, to form that perfect line to let you know you're always on my mind!
75. If i could give u 1 thing in life, i would give u the ability 2 c
yourself through my eyes, only then would u realise how special u r 2
me!
76. Listed below are the things that I dont like about you:
1.2.3.4.5.6.7.8.9.10…
What can I say? I LOVE everything about U!
77. A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T V W X Y Z
oops! i miss "U"
78. U have been called b4 cupids court 4 stealin my heart, tresspassin
in my dreams and robin me of my senses, uv been sentenced 2 a lifetime
with me, how do u plead?
79. Last night I sent an angel 2 watch over u while u were sleeping but
it came back early! So I asked it why? It said that angels don't watch
over other angels!
80. By following my heart I came to you, I only forgot to take something back with me. For my thoughts are still with you.
im sorry... i lie..because i dont want everyone care about me..
im not okay.. i just be myself...
all is over..not more love, not more fun,not more hurt..
yeah..alone better.. i just need someone who can make me smile ..
i can smile, but it just a fake smile..
i also miss my real smile..
no joke..feel empty..
i dont know what should i do..
hahh..!! go to hell la..like a damn..
i need my beer..
beer beer beer. and wine wine wine..
dont care if im drunk or not..
beer and wine make me feel better..
yea..im lil stress now..
i just hurt my self..
i drank lots of wine ..and now, i drank beer..
do u know,, its a part of my life now..
i dont care about myself..if its time i go to die, Die la..
i hope i can die soon...
i lie with my friends..when they ask me "are u okay ?"
i said "yeah..im okay..dont worry",
did u know, im not okay, its lie..
do ever feel this hurt ?? can u hear,even my lil heart crying ??
im crying alone with my lil heart..
i think, i ady know, why u leave me..
because that girl, right ??
u choose her..not me..
but its okay to me..i just try to forget all about u..
i hope u will be happy with her..
my heart ady closed for u..i cant open it anymore..
i know, u try to made me to hate u..
yeahh..worth it..i think im bad girl to u and all..
im not good person..dont ever play with my heart..
because the heartbeats will be stop..
im so sorry, i cant be a good person to u..
its ady over..
Hangul
Be on Top, Be on Top, Be on Top
Gotta go
Don’t you wanna be on top
Can’t you see that I can’t stop
Watch and listen, cause it’s hot, hot, hot
럭셔리하게 좀 더 핫 하게
양심 말고 진한 눈길 받아볼래
고민 따윈 No, 맘에 들면 Yes
내 식대로 가는 거야 당당하게
Sad ending all day
똑같은건 정말 따분해.
느낌이 가는 데로.
나를 색칠하고 싶은 걸
난 TOP Girl, 톡톡톡 튀는 HOT Girl
반할걸 녹녹녹 녹아들걸.
매력이 터져 Boo! 한 순간 뿐!
완전히 뿡뿡 터질 것 같아
확 끌려 와와와 느낌이 와,
내게 와와와 짜릿한 느낌이 와
Wow! 이런 기분 최고야
날 말릴 수 없을 거야.
난 TOP TOP GIRL Oh,Oh Oh Yeah
가끔 미친 척, 혼자 예쁜 척,
내 멋대로 내키는 대로 놀아 볼래
너무 즐거워, 너무 재밌어
눈치 볼 거 뭐 있겠어 가는 거야. Ah
Say what?
Sad ending all day
새롭게 나를 표현해
가슴이 뛰는 대로
짜릿하게 뭔가 다르게
나는 TOP Girl, 톡톡톡 튀는 HOT Girl
반할걸 녹녹녹 녹아들걸.
매력이 터져 Boo! 한 순간 뿐!
완전히 뿡뿡 터질 것 같아
확 끌려 와와와 느낌이 와,
내게 와와와 짜릿한 느낌이 와
Wow! 이런 기분 최고야
날 말릴 수 없을 거야.
난 TOP TOP GIRL
투정부릴 것 같은. 말광량이로 날 보지마
No, 난 달라
Everything을 새롭게 태어날꺼야
지켜봐
나는 TOP Girl, 톡톡톡 튀는 HOT Girl
Hmm, Yeah
나는 TOP Girl, 톡톡톡 튀는 HOT Girl
Say What?
나는 TOP Girl, 톡톡톡 튀는 HOT Girl
반할걸 녹녹녹 녹아들걸.
매력이 터져 Boo! 한 순간 뿐!
완전히 뿡뿡 터질 것 같아
확 끌려 와와와 느낌이 와,
내게 와와와 짜릿한 느낌이 와
Wow! 이런 기분 최고야
날 말릴 수 없을 거야.
난 Top Top girl
OhOh OH Yeah
Romanization
Be on Top, Be on Top, Be on Top
Gotta go
Don’t you wanna be on top
Can’t you see that I can’t stop
Watch and listen, cause it’s hot, hot, hot
reoksyeorihage jom deo hat hage
yangsim malgo jinhan nungil badabollae
gomin ttawin No, mame deulmyeon Yes
nae sikdaero ganeun geoya dangdanghage
Sad ending all day
ttokgateungeon jeongmal ttabunhae.
neukkimi ganeun dero.
nareul saekchilhago sipeun geol
nan TOP Girl, toktoktok twineun HOT Girl
banhalgeol nongnongnok nogadeulgeol.
maeryeogi teojyeo Boo! han sungan ppun!
wanjeonhi ppungppung teojil geot gata
hwak kkeullyeo wawawa neukkimi wa,
naege wawawa jjaritan neukkimi wa
Wow! ireon gibun choegoya
nal mallil su eobseul geoya.
nan TOP TOP GIRL Oh,Oh Oh Yeah
gakkeum michin cheok, honja yeppeun cheok,
nae meotdaero naekineun daero nora bollae
neomu jeulgeowo, neomu jaemisseo
nunchi bol geo mwo itgesseo ganeun geoya. Ah
Say what?
Sad ending all day
saeropge nareul pyohyeonhae
gaseumi ttwineun daero
jjaritage mwonga dareuge
naneun TOP Girl, toktoktok twineun HOT Girl
banhalgeol nongnongnok nogadeulgeol.
maeryeogi teojyeo Boo! han sungan ppun!
wanjeonhi ppungppung teojil geot gata
hwak kkeullyeo wawawa neukkimi wa,
naege wawawa jjaritan neukkimi wa
Wow! ireon gibun choegoya
nal mallil su eobseul geoya.
nan TOP TOP GIRL
tujeongburil geot gateun. malgwangnyangiro nal bojima
No, nan dalla
Everythingeul saeropge taeeonalkkeoya
jikyeobwa
naneun TOP Girl, toktoktok twineun HOT Girl
Hmm, Yeah
naneun TOP Girl, toktoktok twineun HOT Girl
Say What?
naneun TOP Girl, toktoktok twineun HOT Girl
banhalgeol nongnongnok nogadeulgeol.
maeryeogi teojyeo Boo! han sungan ppun!
wanjeonhi ppungppung teojil geot gata
hwak kkeullyeo wawawa neukkimi wa,
naege wawawa jjaritan neukkimi wa
Wow! ireon gibun choegoya
nal mallil su eobseul geoya.
nan Top Top girl
OhOh OH Yeah
English
Be on top, be on top
be on top, gotta go
Don’t you wanna be on top
Can’t you see that I can’t stop
Watch and listen, cause it’s hot hot hot
More luxurious and hotter
Wanna fall for my seduction without feeling any guilt?
No worries, Yes if you like it
Just go with my style, with confidence
Sad ending all day
Same things are boring
Go with the feeling
I wannna color myself
*I’m top girl, pop pop popping hot girl
You’ll fall in love with me at first sight, you’ll melt
My charms are about to pop, boo! Just one chance!
It’ll pop pop anytime
So hot, so attracted, I’m totally getting the feeling
Come to me, I get the electrifying feeling
Wow, this is the best feeling
You won’t be able to stop me
I’m top top girl, oh oh oh yeah
Acting like crazy sometimes, acting like pretty sometimes
I wanna play anyway I want
It’s so exciting, so fun
What is there to stop me? Just go with it, ah
Say what?
Sad ending all day
I express myself in a new way
The way my heart beats, in a different electrifying way
*Repeat
Don’t look at me as if I’m a nagging little girl
No, I’m different
I will be reborn totally, everything, watch me
I’m a top girl, pop pop popping hot girl
Hmm yeah
I’m a top girl, pop pop popping hot girl
Say what?
*Repeat
I’m top top girl
oh oh oh yeah
Hangul
Yeah, kiss kiss
긴 꿈처럼, like a star, 너만 기다렸던 거야
이 세상 그 어떤 누구도 nothing’s better
커피 한잔의 여유도
널 보러가는 발걸음도
어느새 익숙해진 기쁨인 걸
이런 내가 아닌데
이런 적이 없는데
너라서 그래
Oh, I won’t stop
I’m loving you
색이 바라지 않는 꿈을 그릴 수 있게
To love with you
오직 너만이 줄 수 있는 하나의 magic for us
Kiss kiss
I want your kiss kiss
달콤한 kiss kiss
Oh, baby, baby
I wanna kiss kiss
I need your kiss kiss
둘만의 kiss kiss
Oh, baby, baby
TV처럼, like a dream, 주인공이 된 것 같아
이 세상이란 무대 위에 선 너와 나
좋은 영화가 나올 때
새로운 음악이 나올 때면
제일 먼저 생각나는 게 너인 걸
이런 남잔 아닌데
이런적은 처음인데
너니까 그래
Romanization
Yeah, kiss kiss
Gin ggoom chuh rum, like a star, nuh mahn gi da ryut dun guh ya
Ee se sang geuh uh ddun nu gu doh nothing’s better
Coffee han jan eh yuh yu doh
Nul bo ruh ga neun bal guh reum doh
Uh neuh se ik sook hae jin gi bbeum in gul
Ee run ne ga ah nin de
Ee run juk ee up neun de
Nuh ra suh geuh re
Oh, I won’t stop
I’m loving you
Sek ee ba ra ji ahn neun ggoom eul geuh ril su it ge
To love with you
Oh jik nuh mahn ee jool su it neun ha na eh magic for us
Kiss kiss
I want your kiss kiss
Dal kom han kiss kiss
Oh, baby, baby
I wanna kiss kiss
I need your kiss kiss
Dool mahn eh kiss kiss
Oh, baby, baby
TV chuh rum, like a dream, ju in gong ee dwen gut ga ta
Ee se sang ee ran mu de wi eh sun nuh wa na
Jo eun young hwa ga na ohl dde
Se ro oon eum ak ee na ohl dde myun
Je il mun juh seng gak na neun ge nuh in gul
Ee run nam jan ah nin de
Ee run juk eun chuh eum in de
Nuh ni gga geuh re
English
Yeah, kiss kiss
Like a long dream, like a star, I waited for you
No one else in this world, nothing’s better
The leisure of a cup of coffee
The steps leading me towards you
Are all joys I’ve become familiar with
This isn’t me
I’ve never been this way before
It’s because it’s you
Oh, I won’t stop
I’m loving you
So we can draw a dream of lasting color
To love with you
Only you can provide this magic for us
Kiss kiss
I want your kiss kiss
Sweet kiss kiss
Oh, baby, baby
I wanna kiss kiss
I need your kiss kiss
Just the two of us, kiss kiss
Oh, baby, baby
Like TV, like a dream, I feel like I’m the star
The world is our stage and we are on it
Whenever a good movie premieres
Whenever new music comes out
You’re the first person I think of
I’m not this kind of guy
I’ve never been this way before
It’s because it’s you
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...feel bored and get a lots of damn..!! the girl will make me crazy soon..so damn..!! are u hear me..i want break up..!! im so lazy to make a relationship.. i also never love u.. i love someone else..not u..!! errr...feel badmood too.. aisshhh~ i miss him again..errggg..!! long time no talk with him.. but i ady read on his blog..he say i shouldn't talk with him again.. okay..fine.. its he want..not me la..i'll be okay.. yeahh..cant hide this feeling..i still missing him so badly.. but,,its ady over..cant like before anymore..just do want he want.. no talk..! keep quiet better.. my grandma told me to wont make a relationship for now.. because a lots of my cousin ady and want married and they age still younger than me.. and my grandma dont want, i'm like them. because im still young... huhhh..im bored, no one cant make me feel happy. everyday is a bored day to me..nothing to do..just listening to music and online.. ahh..i miss yu yuan too.. she always late reply my message and sometimes not reply.. i miss her so badly..i know, she's so busy now..aishhh~ wanna met her le.. :'( only her know what i want..><" she's my everything la.. she always make me feel better ..Yu Yuan..:'( miss u damn much la..back to indonesia, please..:'(
*우리 사랑했잖아 제발 날 울리지마 *uri saranghaetjanha jebal nal ullijima 오직 내겐 너 하나뿐야 ojik naegen neo hanappunya 눈을 감아도 보여 귀를 막아도 들려 nuneul gamado boyeo gwireul magado deullyeo 제발 날 떠나가지마 jebal nal tteonagajima 어두웠던 내 삶에 빛이 되어준 사람 너무나 소중한 사람 eoduwotdeon nae sarme bichi doeeojun saram neomuna sojunghan saram 하루 지나고 또 지나도 더 그리워져 이 노랠 하는 지금도 haru jinago tto jinado deo geuriwojyeo i norael haneun jigeumdo
*REPEAT 돌아올것 같아서 다시 올지 몰라서 오늘도 너를 기다려 doraolgeot gataseo dasi olji mollaseo oneuldo neoreul gidaryeo 너는 모르지 넌 모르지 아파하는 날 이 노랠 하는 지금도 neoneun moreuji neon moreuji apahaneun nal i norael haneun jigeumdo
*REPEAT RAP] 세상과 너 둘중에 택하라면 하나 RAP] sesanggwa neo duljunge taekharamyeon hana 내 전불 빼앗아도 너라면 난 좋아 nae jeonbul ppaeasado neoramyeon nan joha 낮이나 밤이나 사랑에 난 목마른 자 najina bamina sarange nan mongmareun ja 널 이젠 잊자 이런 나의 같잖은 다짐이 또 다시 나를 울려 들려 neol ijen itja ireon naui gatjanheun dajimi tto dasi nareul ullyeo deullyeo 너에게 바라는건 오직 너야 neoege baraneungeon ojik neoya 너 없인 아무것도 할수 없는 나야 neo eobsin amugeotdo halsu eomneun naya 이 노랠 들으면 제발 너 돌아와 돌아와 i norael deureumyeon jebal neo dorawa dorawa 사랑하면 할수록 점점 야위어만 가 saranghamyeon halsurok jeomjeom yawieoman ga 오직 내겐 너 하나뿐야 ojik naegen neo hanappunya 우리 사랑했잖아 제발 날 울리지마 uri saranghaetjanha jebal nal ullijima 날 두고 떠나가지마 nal dugo tteonagajima RAP] Yeah uh uh 결국 넌 돌아서 나는 또 막아서 RAP] Yeah uh uh gyeolguk neon doraseo naneun tto magaseo 자존심 다 버리고 미친척 널 따라서 jajonsim da beorigo michincheok neol ttaraseo 가슴이 되려 나를 다그치고 말했어 gaseumi doeryeo nareul dageuchigo malhaesseo 세상에 하나뿐인 널 잃지는 말랬어 sesange hanappunin neol irchineun mallaesseo 나는 또 웃는척 그냥 멀쩡한척 naneun tto utneuncheok geunyang meoljjeonghancheok 너에게 부르는 마지막 나의 이 노래 neoege bureuneun majimak naui i norae 제발 날 떠나가지마 jebal nal tteonagajima
English Translation:
* We used to love, please don't make me cry To me, it's only you When I close my eyes, I see you - when I block my ears, I hear you Please don't leave me
The person who became a light in my dark life, such a precious person A day passes and another passes and Iong for you more, even as I sing this song
*REPEAT
You might come back, because you might return, again today, I wait for you You don't know, you don't know how much I'm hurting, even as I sing this song
*REPEAT
If I were to chose between you and the world Even if everything is taken away from me, if it's you, I'm okay Day or night, I'm thirsty for love My unseemly promise to forget you makes me cry again, can you hear me? The only thing I want from you is you Without you, I can't do anything If you hear this song, please come back, come back
The more I love, the gaunter I get To me, it's only you We use to love, please don't make me ry Please don't leave me
Yeah uh uh, in the end, you turn away and you keep me away I threw away my pride and like a crazy person, I followed you But my heart urged me on and told me Not to lose you, who is the only one in the world I pretended to smile, pretended to be fine This is the last song I am singing to you Please don't leave me
but im be a boy, yeah..i make a relationship with a girl..
not mean im lesbian..=="
im still normal..i just lazy make a relationship with a boy...
i ever make a relationship with a boy (real life),
now, he's my ex-bf..i hate him damn muchh..
when i made a relation with him, he just want my money..
i hope i never met him again, its so damn if i met him..
he ever play with my heart..that why im not interested with a boy now,,
his name is ayang..
maybe, someday i'll made a relation with them..not now..
i've a girlfriend..her name is Karen.
honestly, i still cant love her..but i'll try to love her..
ahh...damn
im fall in love with someone..==" so damn la..
i cant tell who is s(he)..its secret..
i'll share my pict in here..:3 u want see ?? hehehe..xD
i dont know what the ppl think about me,. i just be myself..and i just try my best..
i dont care if ppl think im lesbian or what..i just tomboy..
how can tomboy made a relationship with a real boy ?? because i already be a boy..that mean i cant make a realtionship with them..im a boy right now, but im not a real boy..someday, i'll love a boy ., not now..thanks much..:3
ahh..syt...
today is really really bored,,
nothing to do..also dont know what should i do..
dont want to talk..just want to keep silent..
really bad..
i want to leave the crazy girl..
but, how can ?? who want to help me ?? no one..!!
hoii.let me go.
erggg..u're so crazy..==:
wanna single..
u're so annoying,,huh..
i miss him again..damn..
i want to deac my acc again..
im lazy to play fb..before deac my acc..i should tell to my cousin la..
i think, she cant play my fb..she have been working..and she's so busy ..=="
i think she will understand me la..if she want play my fb..its okay too..
no problem to me..huh..
my life had a lots of boredom..
nuga naege geureodeora
urin jal eoullindago
urin jal mannan georago geuraettji
nuga naege geureodeora
urin yeongweonhalgeorago
geurae geuddaeneun geurattji
lie lie lie lie lie
da geojitmal
lie lie lie lie lie
moduda
lie lie lie lie lie
ijen
uri heyeojija geuman mannaja
gakkeum seulpeojyeodo chueoge utja
majimak neol wihae i malbakke
hal su eobgie
moreuncheok anincheokhamyeo
uri ijen geureohge salja
nuga naege geureodeora chueogeun areumdabdago
geurae geuddaeneun geuraettji
lie lie lie lie lie
da geojitmal
lie lie lie lie lie
moduda
lie lie lie lie lie
ijen
uri heyeojija geuman mannaja
gakkeum seulpeojyeodo chueoge utja
majimak neol wihae
i malbakke hal su eobgie
moreuncheok anincheokhamyeo
uri ijen geureohge salja
jeongmal haengbokhaettdeon shigan
manyang utgimanhan sun gan modu neoyege julkke
lie lie lie lie lie
nunmureun naega
lie lie lie lie lie
gajyeogalge
ddeonaneun nega useul su ittge
neomaneul wihaeseo sara wattgie
geu nuguboda deo neoreul algie
ijen bonaeyahae nareul ddeona haengbokhaeyahae
nawaui sarang gatheun geon modu itgo
geureohge salja
geureohge salja
ENGLISH VERSION~
Someone told me that we're compatible
That we've met well
Someone told me that we'll last forever
But that was then
Lie Lie Lie Lie Lie
It was all a lie
Lie Lie Lie Lie Lie
Everything
Lie Lie Lie Lie Lie
Now. Let's break up
Let's not meet again
Even if sometimes we're sad
We can only smile at the memories
Lastly,I've nothing else for you except this
Let's live in pretense and denial from now on
Someone told me that memories are beautiful
But that was then
Lie Lie Lie Lie Lie
It was all a lie
Lie Lie Lie Lie Lie
Everything
Lie Lie Lie Lie Lie
Now. Let's break up.
Let's not meet again
Even if sometimes we're sad
We can only smile at the memories
Lastly,I've nothing else for you except this
Let's live in pretense and denial from now on
Like the happiness we once had
I'll leave all the happiness with you
Lie Lie Lie Lie Lie
All the tears
Lie Lie Lie Lie Lie
I'll take it away
So that you'll be able to smile
I've always lived for you
I know you better than anyone else
Now I'll have to send you off for your own happiness
Forgetting the love we have shared
Let's live like that
Let's live like that
i already get a lots of hurt,and know i get other hurt anymore..
i've been getting more hurt..:'( my friend leave me forever..
she's gone..she's my friend when i still in junior high school..:'( i'll never forget about her,she's so kind..
but now,.i will not see her anymore..
can i die like her ?? i want to die right now..
i wanted accompany her in the afterlife..
im sorry if im bad to u...u're my lovely friend..
i feel so bad now,,wanna crying..but i cant cying..T____T
R.I.P Ghea Natasha..:'(
i hope i can see u soon..u're the best to me..never forget all about our memories...:'(
Goodbye..:'( I miss u my dear friend..u're the nice one..
i feel so alone and lonely ..i hate myself..
i hate when im fall in love with someone..
i hate my relationship..
i miss my best friend on fb..
but i cant play it anymore..
my cousin will play it..
damn..i miss him so badly..T_____T wanna die..
no one know what i feel.
shit, im crying again..:'(
cant smile for now..
so hard to smile..
can i die right now ??
i want to die.
im interested to die..
why i still alive.??
goshh..life is worth it to me..
i hope i will die soon..thanks for everything..
i love u...♥
its all about my cousin, her name 陈渝 渊 (read : chen yu yuan)
she so funny, kind and beautifull..♥ she's from indonesia, but she's already move..
she stay in australia with her family, when im still little..i always play with her..
sometimes she will crying cause of me...kakakaka~ XD
because im so naughty..==" lol
she's a part of my life..when she still in indonesia, she always beside me..play with me..go out with me..:)
but now, i never meet her again..:'( she's so far...already 8 years she stay at australia..
and never comeback to indonesia..i miss her so badly..:( but we're always texting..x)
hehe.....its better ...:3
if i had a problem i will share with her..and she will support me..
i dont have her pict..its so bad right ?? :'(
i lost my phone when im go out..and her pict in that phone..T___T
yerrrr...:'( wanna crying if i think about that..
forget it...she said she will back to indonesia lo..woaaa..im so happy..
but dont know when..=="
i hope she will back to indonesia soon..XD
she's dont have fb acc, twitter acc and etc..that why we're always texting..
but now. she will play my fb acc,,i give her my e-mail and my password..x)
nice to her, she will be nice to u..
dont hurt her.or i will kill u..:/
already 02:35am in here..
but i cant sleep..==", still thinking about u boy..!!
when i want to talk with u, u already deac ur facebook account..
yerrrrrr...i miss u damn much..hey..u ever say..u're japanese right ??
but no..u lie to me..u're mongolian ..:P
i know it..its no problem la...i dont care ..xD
u still my friend..but now..u gone..aisshh~
heyy, im bored..realy really bored.
i want deac my facebook acc...nothing special in there..
my saeng told me to dont deac my acc..i dont want deac..but i feel alone,lonely and bored..
yea la..i wont deac my acc.. but, just leave my acc ..
not play fb ... if i miss them, i will log in my fb..
who have twitter acc ?? follow my twitter @xan_ai ( 陈爱澧 ) i feel bored in there..mention for follow back yeah..☻ 陈爱澧 <~~ its my chinese name..(read : chen ai li) my friend said i have a cute name..haha..xD thanks much friend ..i love u.. im indonesian-chinese.. that why i use chinese name in my twitter acc.. im forget something..==" to all reader..if u dont understand wht i say in here..im so sorry.. because i still bad in english...im not good in english.. i just good in indonesia ..☺
hmmm..its my story for now.. thanks for all reader..i love u ..♥
already feel this hurt that means i dont want feel the same hurt anymore..
not mean i dont love u, i miss u..
but cant be together with u anymore, im sorry,,we're already break up 2 times..
u say u love me,,the truth u love someone..not me..
u say u miss u, yea,,,u miss someone..not me..
if u had same possition like me.u will know, how much u will feel this hurt..
when u play with my heart, never love me or maybe u love me but little bit, not more..
i know, im so cold right now..i dont care anything anymore..
i just want to keep quiet..like nothing happen..
i just talk with some ppl...not means im arrogant..
yea..im cold..that why im like that..i love u as a friend not more..
feel alone and lonely..but i dont care..i'll be okay..
then because of that, im lazy to play facebook..also lazy to play twitter..
nothing special in there..
so i will go out from the account..=="
what do you think about SINGLE ?? hahaha..xD
i think single is FREE..!! why ? because NO ONE cant hurt me..:p
single better than taken..!!
love is HURT..
when u're taken, u will feel jealous,hurt,happy and sad..=="
if u're single, u will feel a lot of happy with ur friends,family or etc..:p
hey, i just say the truth..if u feel happy when u're taken..
i just wanna say "u're lucky boys/girls..:)"
be loyal with ur couple,,dont hurt them..
because in my country,,many girls in here,
kill herself cause of BROKEN HEART..=="
i think its stupid ways,,still many boys in this world..but if a girls/boys already love u soooooo muchh..
then u leave them, they can do anything..
that why i told u all reader.
dont hurt u couple..:) be loyal, okay..:) good luck...:3
Remember all the things we wanted Now all our memories they're haunted We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high It never would've worked out right We were never meant for do or die
I didn't want us to burn out I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop
I want you to know that it doesn't matter Where we take this road someone's gotta go And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better But I want you to move on so I'm already gone
Looking at you makes it harder But I know that you'll find another That doesn't always make you want to cry
Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in Perfect couldn't keep this love alive You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go
I want you to know that it doesn't matter Where we take this road someone's gotta go And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better But I want you to move on so I'm already gone
I'm already gone, already gone You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong I'm already gone, already gone There's no moving on so I'm already gone
Remember all the things we wanted Now all our memories they're haunted We were always meant to say goodbye
I want you to know that it doesn't matter Where we take this road someone's gotta go And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better But I want you to move on so I'm already gone
I'm already gone, already gone You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong I'm already gone, already gone There's no moving on so I'm already gone
can i die right now ?? i feel this hurt..its really hurt..
dont want feel hurt like that anymore..cant hide this tears ..
listen a lot of sad song, wht should i do for u ??
can u feel this heartbeat ?? its pain
u leave me without reason..am i hurt u ?? dont want to leave u,
but u leave me alone..try to be stronger, but i cant..
im feel hurt dear,,when i know u deac ur acc, i cant concentration with my study..
why u do that to me ?? im so sorry, if i make a something wrong..
i feel alone and lonely..dont play with my heart when i love u more than anything..
but now, i close my heart..love is hurt..
love is not happiness..i think im bad girl to u dear,
that why u leave me like that..
broken heart.? yeahh i get it..with a sadness..
its so hard when i try to smile..i can smile..but i will give them a fake smile..
should i die for u ?? i hate this,,
i hate all..i hate myself,
i lost my friends on fb,twitter and in my real life,,
and now i lost urself...i cant be a good girl to u, i know it..
i lost all because im BAD GIRL
Thursday, March 8, 2012
yeaa..i always get a lot of problem..:(
i lost a lot of friends in facebook,twitter and in my real life..
get bad condition..
i just try to be stronger..when im not strong..
i just need someone who can make me feel better..
yeaaa..about my heart..
i just have one heart, right ?? then i also have one love..not more..
yeaaa dear..same like you, I WILL NEVER LET YOU GO..
never try to leave u..cause im nothing without you..
try to be loyal with u..and i never interested with a boy..
know what ?? errrr...they just hurt my heart,,><"
but i still try to be stronger..really hate all about them ..!!
am i lb ?? i dont know..maybe yes and maybe no..
to my friends : if im lb..its my faulth ?? hah...and then u all will hate me and ignore me ?? if u all my true friend..u all would not do that to me..
but its up to u...i dont know in ur mind..
about my health..i always get a bad condition ...
i've appendicitis and its so pain..><"
and i never get heart pain..but now..i always feel my heart so painful..
when my heart feel so painful..i cant breathe ..uhhh...i think i will die soon..:'(
why all of them do that to you..?? im so sorry to you dear..
maybe cause of me, you lost ur friends..:'( i cant leave you dear, you're mine..
i feel so bad cause of this,,
chu want you to be her bf..and your friends in your school ignore you..
what wrong with them ?? :'(
how can i leave you, if i already love you more..??
i know, we're so far..but the truth i really love you,
i want to cry, but try to be a stronger..
if ur friends want me to leave you its so hard to me..
but if i leave you and all of them wont to hurt you,
its okay to me if i know its so hard.
i dont want see you get too much of hurt dear,..:( u always crying cause of this...im so sorry to you,
i still loving you..
