forever alone

alone..

i think i should deac my account now..

i just share my story on my blog..

im not get mad..

just feel so stupid..

better im alone..

i really hate this feeling..

thanks for my fb friends who always care to me..

never forget all about u all..

 sometimes i just feel..

im nothing..

like im a stranger to all.

im so sorry ..

if, i ever say a bad thing..

i cant show what i feel..

just wanna be alone now..

DIE ? i think, this's a best way

stupid ar~

headache till DIE la..

go DIE better ar~

if  i've been die..

i wouldn't feel headache, appendicitis,

or anything like that..

waa,,wanna die ar~

sooo stupid ..

kill me la..go hell together,,!!

KILL ME..!!

WANNA DIE ..

i wanna met them in heaven..=3

my friends ..i miss them..:'(

take me with u la..:(

im so bored with this life~

i miss em..:( really miss em.

TAKE ME WITH U ALL..

tomorrow i've been die,,

something happens with me

i dunno why,
but my chest was so sore..
and i feel so hard to breathing..

its okay to me .
i'll be okay soon.

but, if everynight i always feel like this..
i think, i'll die soon..

because, no one knows,
my chest is always sore..

i dont want tell my mom, dad, or my bro..
i dont want make all of them worried about me..

Already Gone~

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
(From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/k/kelly-clarkson-lyrics/already-gone-lyrics.html)
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

argggg~ damn..!!

kemarin, hari ini, besok ??
ahh~ nothing special.
kgak tau mau ngapain..!!
BT, bad mood..

errgg..bnyak ktmu org aneh..!!
dan banyak kejadian yg tak di inginkan juga..=="
hebat..!! pegi mati la.

kangen teman balap..
pngen blapan lagi..
ahhh~ bodohhh
memang aku bukan pembalap,
tapi aku suka balap..
salah ??

serba salah..mending diam..
tak mau bnyak ngomong,,
hati panas, pikiran kacau..
kagak tau melayang kmna-mna..

butuh hiburannnn.!!
pngen marah..ahhhh.hanjekkkk~
stressss.depresi, frustasi..

pergi ke tower..
bunuh diri..
dri ats tower..terjun ke bawah...

ciuuttttttt boommmmmm..
mati deh..

fuck this disease..T______T

waaaaa...bitch please...!!

damnnn..arggggg..fuckerrrrr..!!

fuckk fuckk fuckk..mudafucka..!!

tummy hurt, headache, appendicitis..

arhhhhhh~ fuckk it.

i hate appendicitis..T_____T

damnn..go die la..

argggg~ :'(

that hurt la..operation ?? NOOO WAYY..!!

i dont want tell my mom la.

she's sick..and i'm sick..

pity her..may God Bless her..:')

i'll always take care of myself..

and take care of my mom..

ahhh~ but this disease..!! fuck it la..

feel so damn arh~ T___T

ahhh~
God..:(

help me.. help me.. T_____T

Teen Top ~ Going Crazy ..♥

[C.A.P] OK, you got me going crazy
I don't know what to do, I need you

[Niel] I need you baby, baby, baby
Annyeongiran mareun hajimara
I want you Babe Babe Babe
Wae iri sarangi himdeungeonji
Neo jebal

[Niel] Stop Stop Breaking my heart
[Ricky] I love you you girl
[Niel] Stop Stop Breaking my heart
[Chunji] I need you girl
[Niel] Stop Stop Breaking my heart
[Ricky] I love you girl
[Niel] Daeche arisonghan ni sogeul nan al su eobtjanha

[Changjo] Mwohaneun geoya wae iri yeollagi an dwae
Hoksi dareun saramirado saenggingeoya?
[Chunji] Bogosipdan mariya igeon jeongmal aniya
Nae jeonhwa wae pihae neo jangnanchijima!

[L.Joe] najiranha
Neo hana gyeote eobseuni na
Maeilmaeil haruharuga naegen geujeo jiokgata!
[Chunji] Jukdorok neomu apeunde michil deusi himdeunde
Niga jjijeonoheun nae mam na eotteokhae

[Niel] I need you Babe Babe Babe
Annyeongiran mareun hajimara
I want you Babe Babe Babe
Wae iri sarangi himdeungeonji
Neo jebal

[Niel] Stop Stop Breaking my heart
[Ricky] I love you girl
[Niel] Stop Stop Breaking my heart
[Chunji] I need you girl
[Niel] Stop Stop Breaking my heart
[Ricky] I love you girl
[Niel] Daeche arisonghan ni sogeul nan al su eobtjanha
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/t/teen_top/going_crazy.html ]
[C.A.P] Michin deut jiuryeogo aesseobwado
[Chunji] da soyongeomneun naemam
[C.A.P] Amuri bwado naegen ojik
[Ricky] neo hanappunin naemam
[C.A.P] You're the One! One!
Can't get u outta Ma mind
[Niel] Bureujido motal neol mot ijeo ulgoisseo naman

[C.A.P] Geumbang ichyeojigetji mwo jamkkan
Hadeon nareun jakku neureoga
Doraolkkeoran chakgak
[L.Joe] Goerophineungeol
[Niel] Amuraedo ireoda neottaeme michigesseo
[Chunji] Dorawa dorawa yeogiseo gidarilkke

[Niel] I need you Babe Babe Babe
Annyeongiran mareun hajimara
I want you Babe Babe Babe
Wae iri sarangi himdeungeonji
Neo jebal

[Niel] Stop Stop Breaking my heart
[Ricky] I love you girl
[Niel] Stop Stop Breaking my heart
[Chunji] I need you girl
[Niel] Stop Stop Breaking my heart
[Ricky] I love you girl
[Niel] Daeche arisonghan ni sogeul nan al su eobtjanha

[Ricky] I love u girl, Oh my girl
[Changjo] Ni saenggage na jeongmal michigesseo
[Ricky] I miss u girl, Oh my girl
[Chunji] Oneulttara niga bogo sipjanha~

One two three four
Everybody come on! Here we Go!
Teen Top Go Go!
Put your Hands up High! High! (Niel: Yeah, yeah)
One two three four
Everybody come on! Here we go! (Niel: Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
Teen Top Go Go!
Put your Hands up High! High!
[Niel] Put you hands up High!

i proud to say " I GOT YOU" ♥

Ive been waiting for a long time
For someone who can make my dreams come true
You've been with me for a long time
Helpin' me thru all that I have gotten thru
And im thankful for everything
You do for me boy & u know that I love you
Ill take care of anything you'll ever need
OOOHHHH! When your all by youself baby
I got you,
If you need someone to call baby,
I got you,
There's no need to be lonely
I got you,
And I know that you got me too boy
When you smile at me it makes me weak
I can count on you boy to be there when im falling
I didn't have to change for you to see
That nothing can ever come between you and me
I need you for who you are
And all that I am when im standing next to you
Im so lucky I even have you in my life
OOOHHHH! When your all by youself baby
I got you,
If you need someone to call baby,
I got you,
There's no need to be lonely
I got you,
And I know that you got me too baby
Your heart is with me and with nobody else
Nobody else
Im trying to keep my cool but I cant help it
I cant help it
I cant imagine life without your love
Without your love
Now and forever your all im thinking of
OOOHHHH! When your all by youself
I got you,
There's no need to be lonely
And I know that you got me too baby
OOOHHHH! When your all by youself baby
I got you,
If you need someone to call baby,
I got you,
There's no need to be lonely
I got you,
And I know that you got me too baby

i do love u, hubby

i do love you.

but i dont think, u'll love me like before..

feel so stupid..:(

i cant give u a perfect relationship..

im so sorry..

only God knows what i feel rite now..

i just can hoping and praying to God..

hope our relationship will be okay..

im so scared..

every minutes i always think about it..

but i dunno, u'll think about it or not..

hope u'll love me.. 

like i do ..

i still love u..

and i'll never let u go..

but i also cant hold it..:(

 because i know, u'll leave me..

sooner or later..

i just want u be mine..

and i'll be yours..

 i do love u..

but i cant make u feel happy..

am i wrong to love someone who i love ? :(

i really hate this feeling,,

i always listening sad songs..:(

thats wht i feel..

wanna crying 

hubby, thanks for everything..

hubby, u just dunno my feeling..

someday, u'll know about it..

i do love u , hubby..:'(

hope, u'll read this..

u dont understand

i just want to be honestly..

like this pict,.

im crying rite now..

i cry, because i just feel so alone, sad, depressions and lonely..

u change, i changed, everything has changed..:'(

i dunno what should i do.

wanna die soon..

u just cant feel, what i feel rite now.

that hurt me too much..

everytime i look at ur fb profile..

i always got her profile on ur timeline..

make me feel like broken heart..

u dunno how much i love u..

u cant understand about it ..:(

i dont want tell u..:(

i just hope that u'll read this ..

but i think, u cant read this..

u dunno my blog..

im crying because i dont want u leave me..:'(

am i a stranger to you ?

 

i just feel the same way like this pict..:(

i know, everythings have change..

he also change..

i feel like im just a stranger to him..

that why i hate to falling in love with someone..

they just hurt me like im a fool person.

i've been know about that girl..

her name is sherly ..am i rite ?

:(

no need to lying to me..

and i think, u still love her..

i can feel it..

even i never meet u..

but i can feel what ya feel..

:'(

that hurt me too much..

i got nightmare..:(

in my dream,..

thats girl, i mean sherly,,

come back to ur life..

then, u post status all about her with sadness..

she want u to be her bf..

but ur friend ( i dunno him),

post on ur wall, and

he said : "she's back, sherly is back, she's ur puding..and she want u to be her bf,

but, why she come back when u've been taken with othe..

will u leave ur gf, then make rs with ur jelly ? i hope no,u'll hurt urself"

i hate that nightmare..

everytime, i thinking about u..

i just think, u'll leave me or not..:(

im so afraid..

that u'll leave me because of her..

i dunno what should i do, if that nightmare will be happens..

i think, u'll leave me,

then u make rs with her..

 Only God Knows about our relationship..

hope it will be okay..

:')

Amen..

we're big family, and we will never be apart..♥

i'll not always play my acc..

im so busy now..

holiday ? im work la..

cant hang out with ma friends le..=="

then, i should take care of my mom la..

she still sick ba..><
GWS for ma mom..

after holiday, i should study hard la..

i ady 13th liao..=,=

hope i'll be a success ..xD

Amen..:3

ehh~btw..

my dad will play ma acc ..

i give him my e-mail and my password ba..XP

i dunno what did he do la..

i just believe in him la.

he ady like my real daddy  ba..

not more..even he's 17 or 18 years old..

no matter what happens la..

i ady know him,

he's the one, who always talk to me ba..:)

i love him as my dad la..

i love his gf too.:3 they both always help me..:D

i also love my uncle.

hahaha..xD my daddy, mommy, and uncle..

they're so fcking funny lo..:D

we're crazy family ba..lol

and we're a jerks..khakhakha..:D

hey~ did u know.."khakhakha" its jerks sound for me and my dad..lol

and "fuck" its jerks word for me and ma dad..:D

hahaha..xD we're crazy family la..

im happy to meet them ..even its just on facebook..

i hope i can meet my dad and my uncle oneday..:) 

how about my mom ? hehe~
i always meet her in school..:)
because we're big family, and big family never be apart.:)♥

we'll always together..♥

all have changed..='(

2012, may 17 and today is 2012, june 17

still remember about the day ?? :')

 i think u're forget all about it ..

it's all about our anniversary.. :'(

i dunno what should i do now..

u didnt reply my message..

okay, fine..

im like nothing for u..:(

pabo, its so hurt u know..

u just dunno how much i love u..:'(

i cried, not mean i crybaby..

u're so different when 1st time i meet u..

now, u like dont care about me.

if u're always like that..

better we're break up..:'(

im so tired, with this game..

please, dont play with my heart..:'(

 u've changed..

all have changed.. :'(

can u feel my heartbeat ??

pabo, if u're like that..

leave me better.. :'(

i think im ur 2nd love .. am i right ?

please, answer my question..

u still love that girl rite ? :'(
u never love me, like u love her..

kosakata bahasa korea

Kalo kita mau cepet bisa conversation bahasa Korea (hangeul = 한글) kita harus punya banyak kosakata. Kalo nonton film atau acara Korea pasti sering denger kata-kata baru. Nah di halaman ini kita bisa saling share kosakata Korea yang kita tahu, kalau bisa pake Hangeul (baca hanggul) tapi kalau nggak juga nggak apa-apa. Karena kita disini masih sama-sama belajar, kritik dan saran dibutuhin banget. Sebagai permulaan gue yang mulai duluan yaa. Nih beberapa kosakata Korea yang gue tahu…

Kita mulai dengan bahasa yang sering kita dengar:

Hallo = annyeong haseyo? (안녕하세요?)
Hallo *untuk percakapan telfon = yeobosoyo (여보세요)
Maaf = mian (미안), mianhe (미안해), mianhanda (미안한다)
Terima kasih = gomawo (고마워) atau kamsahamnida (감사합니다)
Sama-sama = cheonmaneyo ( 천마네요)
Nama saya _____ = Chonun _____ imnida (저는 _____ 입니다)
Saya = Naneun (나는)
Untuk panggilan:
Kakak laki-laki yang memanggil adik laki-laki = hyeong (형)
Kakak laki-laki yang memanggil adik perempuan = oppa (오빠)
Kakak perempuan yang memanggil adik laki-laki = nuna (누나)
Kakak perempuan yang memanggil adik perempuan = eonni (언니)
Adik untuk semua = Dongseng (동생)
Teman = Chingu (친구)

Korean’s Slang#1
1. 됐거든(dwaegeoneun)
Tolong jgn bicara lagi(digunakan untuk menunjukan kamu sdh cape mendengarkan penjelasan seseorang)
2. 너무 감격해서 눈물이 난다.(nomu kamkyeokhaeso nunmuri nanda)
menyentuh banget, sampe mau nangis.
3. 당근이지.(dangguniji)
Gw berani taruhan/ yakin banget
4. 내성질 건드리지 마.(nae seongjil geondeurijima)
Jangan bikin gw grogi
5. 그래 니 팔뚝 (또는 니 X) 굵다.(geurae ni phildduk (ddoneun ni X) gulgda)
betul, lo orangnya!
6. 니가 나한테 어떻게 그럴 수 있니?(niga nahante eotteohke geureol su ini?)
bagaimana bisa kau lakukan ini padaku?
7. 놀구 있네~~ 삽질 하네~~(nolgu itne ~~ sabjil hane~~)
ya, betul
8. (문제의 답 등이) 너무쉽네/애걔(걔) 그게다야? ((munjei dabdeungi) nomu suibne/aegyae(gyae) geugedaya?)
Cuma ini? Ini saja?
9. 미안해 할 것까지는 없어.(mianhae hal gotkkajineun obso)
gak ada yg perlu dimaafkan.
10. 너 정말 치사하다.(no chongmal ch’isahada)
murahan lo!
11. 이 짓이 지겨워 죽겠어.(I jit I jigeowo jugetseo)
ini menyebalkan!
12. 야, 친구 좋다는 게 뭐야? (ya, ch’ingu chodaneun ge mwoya?)
ayolah, kita temankan?
13. 두고보자.(dugoboji)
tunggu aja!
14. 내가 만만하게 보여?( naega manmanhake boyeo?)
apa gw kelihatan murahan?
15. 몸이 찌뿌둥하다 (momi jjibudunghada)
gw capek banget
16. 오해 하지 마세요.(ohae hajimaseyo)
jangan salahkan aku
17. 니 맘대로 하세요.(ni mamdaero haseyo)
dibikin enak aja
18. 배째(baejjae)
tuntut gw!
19. 쟤는 날라리야.(jaeneun nallariya)
dia itu playboy
20. 야~~. 신난다.(ya~~, sinnanda)
yah, ini menyenangkan
21. 네게 섭섭하다.(nege seobseobhada)
gw kecewa sama lo
22. 이 엄살쟁이.(I eomsaljaengi)
kamu kekanakan
23. 내숭 떨지마.(naesung ddeoljima)
jangan sok lugu!
24. 쪽 팔리는 줄 좀 알아라.(jjok phallineun jul jom arara)
terlalu kamu!
25. 아까워라!(akkawara!)
sia-sia aja!(gak ada manfaatnya/Cuma buang2 waktu)
26. 꿈 깨(kkumkkae)
yang bener aja!
27. 우리 그냥 친구로 지내자.(uri geunyang ch’inguro jinaeja)
kita temenan aja!
28. 집에 바래다줄게.(jibe baraedajulke)
kita ketemu dirumah.
29. 아이고, 진짜 웃긴다.(aigo jinjja utjinda)
ini sangat bodoh/menggelikan!
30. 당당하게 살아라.(dangdanghake sarara)
tegar lah!
31. 머리를 좀 써봐.(morirul jom sseobwa)
pake kepalamu.
32. 왜 사니?(wae sani?)
lagi mikir apa sih?
33. 너무 기뻐 죽겠어요.(nomu kibeo jukketseoyo)
saking senengnya sampe mo mati.
34. 그냥….(geunyang…)
hanya/cuma……. (그냥 전화 했어. 그냥 왔어)(keunyang jonhwahaetso. Keunyang watseo)
35. 가위, 바위, 보.(kawi, bawi, bo)
kertas, batu, gunting(seperti permainan suit)
36. 왕입니다요(wang ibnidayo)
kau lah orangnya.
37. 내게 행운을 빌어 줘.(naege haengeureul bireo jwo)
doain aku beruntung.
38. 네가 보고싶어 죽겠어.(nega bogosipho jugketsso)
gw rindu berat!
39. 어머, 부끄러워.(omo, bukkeurowo)
ya ampun, malu banget.
40. 너, 철 좀 들어라!(no, ch’ol jom deuleora!)
berlakulah sesuai umurmu!
41. 나이 값을 좀 해라.(nai kabseul jom haera)
berlakulah sesuai umurmu!
42. 늦었다고 생각할 때가 가장 빠를 때다.(neut otdago saenggakhal ddaega kajang ppareul ddaeda)
lebih baik terlambat daripada tidak sama sekali.
43. 김밥 옆구리 터지는 소리 하고있네!(kimbab yeobguri thojineun sori hagoitne)
itu sangat menggelikan!
44. 걱정 마. 내가 있잖아.(geogjongma, itjanna)
aku ada disampingmu.
45. 안타깝게도…(anthakkabgedo)
dengan sangat menyesal,…
46. 말도 안 되는 소리야.(maldo andwineun soriya)
gak masuk akal.
47. 사랑이 식었구나(sarangi sigottguna)
cinta itu telah hilang.
48. 모든 게 귀찮아.(modeun ke gwichanah)
semuanya butuh perjuangan.
49. 그는 앞뒤가 꽉 막혔어.(geuneun aphdwiga gwak maghyotso)
dia orang yg keras kepala.
50. 난 타고난 체질이야.(nan thagonan ch’ejiliya)
aku terlahir untuk ini.