anything

im go online on fb,
nah~ when u see im online,
then, u go offline..

i know, u try to stay away from me noe.. :)
its up to u la..
i dont care,

but, remember, i'll be here when u need me..
i dont want to have enemy..
i have no time to hate ppl who hate me or dont lime me.
because im too busy loving ppl who love me..

im still kind, dont want be a bad girl,
even so many ppl hurt me.:)
i still can smile..love end..but life still not end.

sometime, im stress cause think too much..
then, i drink lots of vodka or anything..
that ma habit, i keep it all..

i wont start the conversation,
doesnt mean i dont want talk to u..
i just dont want to bother u..
u have someone else now, even i dunno,
u both ady taken or not,
but im glad to heard that.

before break up with u,,
i ever tell u,,
if u're happy, im happy
if u're sad, im sad..
remember it ? :)

break up doesnt mean we cant be a good friend..
im not a kids, who after break up be an enemies..
im a teenager, i can use my brain to think,,
we cant force someone to love us..
if they do it, thats mean FAKE LOVE

remember, im here for everyone who need me..
i will be a kind ppl, if u all u kind to me..:)
simple as that..
i dont care u're a gay, lesbian,bisexual, fat, skin, tall, short,white,black,rich,poor.
or anything..
God never choose a friends rite.? so, why we need to choose a friends ?
so weirdo, we're same in God eyes..
:)

Lee Sung Chul - No One Else (ost EOE)

No One Else (Korean, Romanization and Translations)

KOREAN + ROMANIZATION

천번이고 다시 태어난데도
cheonbeonigo dasi taeeonandedo

그런 사람 또 없을테죠 음~
geureon saram tto eobseultejyo eum~
슬픈 내 삶을 따뜻하게 해줄
seulpeun nae sarmeul ttatteutage haejul
참 고마운 사람입니다
cham gomaun saramimnida
그런 그대를 위해서 나의 심장쯤이야
geureon geudaereul wihaeseo naui simjangjjeumiya
얼마든 아파도 좋은데
eolmadeun apado joheunde
사랑이란 그 말은 못해도 먼곳에서 이렇게
sarangiran geu mareun motaedo meongoseseo ireoke
바라만 보아도 모든걸 줄수 있어서 사랑할수 있어서
baraman boado modeungeol julsu isseoseo saranghalsu isseoseo
난 슬퍼도 행복합니다
nan seulpeodo haengbokhamnida

나 태어나 처음 가슴 떨리는
na taeeona cheoeum gaseum tteollineun
이런 사랑 또 없을테죠
ireon sarang tto eobseultejyo
몰래 감춰둔 오랜 기억속에 단 하나의 사랑입니다
mollae gamchwodun oraen gieoksoge dan hanaui sarangimnida
그런 그대를 위해서 아픈 눈물쯤이야
geureon geudaereul wihaeseo apeun nunmuljjeumiya
얼마든 참을수 있는데
eolmadeun chameulsu inneunde
사랑이란 그 말은 못해도 먼곳에서 이렇게
sarangiran geu mareun motaedo meongoseseo ireoke
바라만 보아도 모든걸 줄수 있어서 사랑할수 있어서
baraman boado modeungeol julsu isseoseo saranghalsu isseoseo
난 슬퍼도 행복합니다
nan seulpeodo haengbokhamnida
아무것도 바라지 않아도
amugeotdo baraji anhado
그대 웃어준다면 난 행복할텐데
geudae useojundamyeon nan haengbokhaltende
사랑은 주는거니까 그저 주는거니까
sarangeun juneungeonikka geujeo juneungeonikka
난 슬퍼도 행복합니다
nan seulpeodo haengbokhamnida


TRANSLATIONS

even if i'm reborn a thousand more times
there wouldn't be another person like you Mm~
the person who would warm up my sad life
i'm grateful for that person
for that person, my heart could
hurt indefinitely
even if i can't tell that i love you, the fact that I'm
able to look at you from a distance, give you everything and love you
even if i'm sad, i'm happy

there is no other love in the world
that would make my chest shake with anticipation like this
my one love that i've hidden so far within my memories
for a person like you, i could endure
painful tears indefinitely
even if i can't tell that i love you, the fact that I'm
able to look at you from a distance, give you everything and love you
even if i'm sad, i'm happy
I don't want anything else except
your laughter. with it, I'll be happy
because love is all about giving, just about giving
so even if i'm sad, i'm happy

none

i miss my blog..:')

but someday, i will leave my blog..

cause my story will be end soon..

i've no idea..

now, im bored to play my fb acc and my twitter acc..

no one talk to me..

i think, i have no real friends on fb.

first time i know them..yea,, they're so nice to me..

but now, they're ignore me..

i wont talk to them not mean im arrogant or etc..

i just waiting for their wall post or chat..

but now, i dont need it again..

i know, they wouldn't like before..

 oppa sch is change, daddy is change,  everyone is change..

20 august is daddy birthday..

after say "happy birthday" to him..

i will leave my fb acc..

text or bbm me, if u need me..

29F88365 >> my BB pin

i want amnesia..T____T

headache headache and headache..T_T

im serious, im not joking..

my head so hurt..:'(

die, die la..

die better..

im tired to feel headache like this..

hope i will die soon..

who care ? no one care.

if i cant die.

i want amnesia forever..

dunno who are u..

when i meet u, i will say "who are you ? , what are u doing in here ?, where am i ?

huuuuu..:(

seriously, if i cant die,,i want die la..

if i cant, amnesia its okay..

hope tomorrow i dunno who are u all..

im sorry la..

thats what i want..

pabo always pabo..

B C >> dont care la..

symptoms of brain cancer :

• headache
• Weakness
• Clumsiness
• Difficulty walking
• seizures 

ciri-ciri kanker otak :

1. sakit kepala disertai mual sampai muntah yang menyemprot
2. daya penglihatan berkurang
3. penurunan kesadaran atau perubahan perilaku
4. gangguan berbicara
5. gangguan pendengaran
6. gangguan berjalan / keseimbangan tubuh
7. gangguan saraf
8. anggota gerak melemah atau kejang
9. pada bayi biasanya ubun-ubun besar menonjol

 1,2,3,4,5,8 >> same like what i feel..

but im not sure, that i've brain cancer..

no prob la, die die la.dont care..die better than i feel headche almost 3 weeks.