unhappy

i feel so bored now..

dont want to talk or etc..

wanna drunk..!! need Beer too muchhh..!!

Down..:(

i hate u, i hate her, i hate my self, i hate all..

die soon..:'( 

i hate my life..

no one know, wht i feel now..

im sorry. i cant be perfect..

i just want to be alone, alone and ALONE.. 

please, LEAVE me now..

dont talk to me, dont care about me,.

forget all about me.

because, i'll die soon

i think, my life ady over now..

i want to shared all my problem to him..

but i cant,

gege ady have a gf..

i dont want his gf misunderstanding to me..

okay, fine..

just God and I know about it..

i dont want to tell someone..

why i just want shared about that to gege ??

u know, he already like my real gege.. 

he always make me feel better..

gege has a lots of suggestion to support me..

and the most important.

gege never hurt me and never lie to me..

i also want to share my problem to my cousin ..

but, just worth it..

she's so busy ..i cant talk with her too much..:'(

yu yuan..please, come back..:'(

chen feel hurt now..make me feel happy please..:'(

now, i give a fake smile, fake laugh, all is fake to my friends..:(
imma so bad now..

u said that u love me..but actually u love her..

dont say u love me, when u love her..

just closed ur mouth..

maybe it will make me feel better..

do you happy when u see im hurt ??

okay then.u're the winner..

i will give u lots of tears in my eyes. 

maybe its will make u feel more happy..