between good and bad

today, i feel better than yesterday..

but im still lonely la..

just some ppl talk to me..

huh..not bad and not good..

i'll feel happy, if u're talk to me ..

but, u ady gone,,leave me alone..

when we'll like before..??

i wanna laughing together with u again..

but worth it..i think u hate me right now..

i just want u be honest to me.not more..

yeah..i still loving u..

im silly when i say it..but i still feel it..

i think im stupid girl,

because i love someone who never love me..

but, its okay to me..im stupid when im fall in love with someone..

yeah..thinking what the hell..

u make me going crazy..i drank a lots of wine because of u..

thinking about u..ah ..damn..

wht shou uld i for u ?? i miss u so much..:'(

im happy when u call me, chatting with me..

but now, it will not like that again..

hey..listen to my heart..here..listen my heartbeat..it will stopped right now..

if my heartbeat ady stopped, its ady late if u're crying or feel hurt..

hey, do you remember, when i tell u i've appendicitis ??

i think, i had the operation sooner or later..

because i always feel the pain in my appendix..but i never tell my parents..

i dont want tell them..its no prob to me..

im still strong..i'll be okay..

hey someone who far away with me..

i miss u so badly..hmmmm.. be a stupid girl again..

im sad right now..wanna cry..my heartbeat will be stopped right now..

help me..:'(

no one cant help me..Die then..