die better

im so tired..

i'll be die soon.

i wish i will not wake up from my sleep tonight..

i miss daddy..:'(

wanna share something to him..

but he's not online..

i dunno what should i do now..

always feel headache..

because of thinking too much..

feel unwell..

better go die la..

hmmm..:(

why im so stupid na ??

this's bad life for me..

i'll never get my real smile anymore..

i give a fake smile to them,,

im so bad rite ?

should i change my haircut and be a tomboy like before ??

im tired to be a boy..

because i never love a girl..

 i dont want hurt their heart..

im like that, not mean im lesbian..!!
i just wanna having fun with them..

they're so funny..

really bad.

this headache going to kill me..

better like that..

 my life so bad..like me..

i feel, im nothing for them..

thats why, i wanna die..

dont want feel too much of  hurt..

I WISH, I WILL NOT WAKE UP FROM MY SLEEP TONIGHT..

AMEN..